UNTITLED
Written on December 23, 2008 – 2:47 am | by catleyabeverlyn
I don’t want to entertain you in my mind….
I’m in deep trouble and I don’t want to think about you anymore….
You don’t deserve me…And I think it’s better to end this chapter this way with love in our hearts…
Rather, end it realizing my imperfection…
I want you to be happy in your own world…
Don’t look back because you might fall…
Just forget about me….
Don’t worry I will be fine…
I’m a big girl now…
I don’t want to argue with you again…
I hate myself because of my childish act…
That is why I’m letting you go…
Because I don’t want you to hate me as much as I hate myself….
Go on fly…As far as you can…
I will fly behind you but I will not fly with you….
So if time comes that you feel tired, There is someone to catch you…
But never look back…
I want to be alone in my journey…
I want to fly behind you all alone….
Because I don’t want you to feel the same pain that I’ve experienced…
Please understand me….I want to fix my life all by myself…
I want you to be proud of me…
So, I might take the first step…
If I hurt you today..I’m very sorry..
I’d rather hurt you today than hurt you for the rest of your life…
You deserve to fly high….Don’t look back….
Soon, will meet again…
And by that time I know,
You’ll be proud of me..
All the pain cease…
