UNPREDICTABLE…deal with it?

after wave

Written on November 15, 2008 – 9:14 pm | by catleyabeverlyn

After kong mag-paanod anod sa jurOng…Magbilad sa arAw at maging isang negrita from africa,,,pagkatapos kong humiyaw ng saklolo nung nag-iisa ako sa taas pababa ng slide….Mag-emoTe na as if masiGaw ko lahat ng mga aneklavu ko sa buhay…Eto na kinabukasan nilalagnat na ako, di makatayO….ang siPon ko is overflowing…hahaah! Behlat!!!!

Haaayyy! after happiness, pahirapang sipunan naman ang kapalit…grrrr! that’s what you called life….=) never ending roller coaster ride….

Nga pla, I’m very xcited sa malapit ng pagbisita ni kuchi…ilang tulog nlng makikita ko na siya…Sana december 12 na,para makita ko na siya….=)
Pwede bang matulog ng diretso tpos gising na lng ako sa december 12 tpos tulog ulet ako ng december 15, tpos gising ako kapag ok na ang lahat…adik!!!! kung pwede lang ginawa ko na…grrr!
Ciao!=)

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WAVE, CRAZY RIVER and SLide

Written on November 15, 2008 – 8:49 pm | by catleyabeverlyn

Nov. 15, 2008 … It was unprepared…After almost months of struggles…I can SAY na…NasiGaW KO NA SIYA LAHAT…waaaaaaaaaa! sa SLIDE twice pa…ANg saraP ng feeling kase parang biglang GumaaAN ung pakiramdam ko….All was suddenly wipes Away…=)waaa! kakaadik!

It was tiring kase ang lakas ng pressure ng waVe tsk dun s crazy river tpos samahan mo pa ng malaking floaT..(salbabida)Grabbbeee! may toppings pa na siGaw to the maXimum level..toDo na ‘to…

But it was indeed all happiness talaga….I was with 3 of my close friend here in Singapore…..Ate mayleen.niella and jona…=) it was one heck of crazy,funny and happy day with the 3 gals….

Lots of pictures with different poses…some are great and signiture smile, underwater pose pero marami din olats..waaaa!try and try until you succeed, ryt jona?waaaa!

Plus! meeting BAIT ang 11 years old chubby boy na boylet nming apat…grabe,,,namiss nmin sya nung umuwi na siya…wala na kaseng tumutulak ng float nming apat papunta sa gitna ng wave pool…Pano kase lagi kming semplang…waaaa!!!
He is so adorable…demanding nga lang..hahaha!

Ang saya saya!=)

Sana may second time….More prepare tsk sana kasama na si aphle…=)

Nmiss ko lalo si star kase im sure if she is here mag-eenjoy sya sa pool…she will definitely love it!=)

Masarap din sana kasama si erik…*sigh*

waaa! babalik ulet ako d2…2sg lng pero loads of happiness na…=) i found my happiness na d2…kapag nalulungkot ako,,,, punta lang akong jurOng ha…=)

kaya lang negriTa na ako,,,sayang naman ang mga papaya na nilalagay ko sa balat ko, hoping na pumuti…sayng nman ang pagtyatyaga na i-facial ako ni ate thelly…waaaaaaaa!=) pero Ok lng, sooobrang saya naman e…pde pa nman akong pumuti ulet…Black is beautiful….=)

Atleast, for almost 8 hours nakalimutan ko Ung mga aneklavuh…=)*cheers*

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rescuing hug

Written on November 12, 2008 – 5:07 am | by catleyabeverlyn

*** It’s better to say you love them rather than having regrets of unsaid love…, Show your affection to someone you love..kahit malayo sila, just tell them sa SMS,s e-mail or sa chat, or even sa fone, how much you appreciate and love them…Kase di mo man sila ma-offer ng hug atleast you tried to tell them…Include nyo rin sila sa mga prayers nyo so kahit d niyo sila na-hug pero you are very sure na God is always protecting them …***

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SOMETHING INSIDE

Written on November 11, 2008 – 4:49 am | by catleyabeverlyn

Artist: Steve Erdody and Jonathan Rhys Meyers
Song: Elgar / Something Inside
Soundtrack: August Rush

(Elgar intro)
When the one thing you’re looking for
Is nowhere to be found
And you back stepping all of your moves
Trying to figure it out

You wanna reach out
You wanna give in
Your head’s wrapped around what’s around the next bend
You wish you could find something warm
‘Cause you’re shivering cold

It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on
It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on

‘Cause if you hadn’t found me
I would have found you
I would have found you

So long you’ve been running in circles
‘Round what’s at stake
But now the times come for your feet to stand still in one place

You wanna reach out
You wanna give in
Your head’s wrapped around what’s around the next bend
You wish you could find something warm
‘Cause you’re shivering cold

It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on
It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on

‘Cause if you hadn’t found me
I would have found you
I would have found you

It was your first taste of love
Living upon what you had

It’s the first thing you see when you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on

‘Cause if you hadn’t found me
I would have found you
I would have found you
I would have found you
I would have found you

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August Rush

Written on November 11, 2008 – 4:47 am | by catleyabeverlyn

august rush

” Father, hear me when I call on your NAME..

I need you to answer me now….

Father, here I am weak in your sight…

Can you rescue me NOW…

I’m crying out Can’t FIGURE IT OUT on my OWN…”

xoxo:
From one scene of august rush…This song really touch my heart…=)

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Life’s personal CHOICE

Written on November 8, 2008 – 9:42 am | by catleyabeverlyn

Life is really a matter of personal choice…So, choose to be HAPPY!!!

I choose to be HAPPY, ,,

I will move fast…
I will run and never look back…I’ll let go all the baggage so I can move fast…as fast as I can…Catch me if you Can…=)

I’ll dance in the rain…
With my prince…We will dance until the storm end…

to be cont…

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The best Memo I have ever gotten

Written on November 7, 2008 – 9:45 am | by catleyabeverlyn

To: YOU

Date: TODAY

From: GOD

Subject: YOURSELF

Reference: LIFE

This is God. Today I will be handling All of your problems for you. I do Not need your help. So, have a nice day.

I love you.

P.S. And, remember…

If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do Not attempt to resolve it yourself! Kindly put it in the SFGTD (something for God to do) box. I will get to it in MY TIME. All situations will be resolved, but in My time, not yours.

Once the matter is placed into the box, do not hold onto it by worrying about it. Instead, focus on all the wonderful things that are present in your life now.

Should you decide to send this to a friend; Thank you. You may have touched their life in ways you will never know!

Now, you have a nice day.

God

God has seen you struggling,

God says it’s over.

Xoxo:
Thank you chi for the e-mail…=)

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Manong…gusto ko ng bumaba!!!!!

Written on November 3, 2008 – 6:21 am | by catleyabeverlyn

Ang buhay nga naman…Para ka lang nakasakay sa roller coaster ride sa Enchanted kingdom…Tpos samahan mo pa ng space shuttle…
Paikot-ikot,,pabago-bago ng pakiramdam…Sa una tuwang-tuwa ka kase excited , xcited sa ride…Sumisigaw ka pa nga e…wwwwYYahooooooo!!!
halos mkipagtulakan ka para mkipag-unahan sa pwesto na gus2 mo…haller!!!nag-short-cut ka pa nga diba?nsa dulo ka ng pila napunta ka sa harap…sa una kase madiskarte ka e…hanep!
Nang nakasakay ka na, sa pwesto na gus2 mo…wow! tuwang tuwa ka sa galak…! Ang ngiti abot tenga…at nakuha mo pang bumelat!=) ayos ka rin noh…
Ayan na, unti-unti ng umaadar…sa una kalmado ka lng e…nag-eenjoy, pangiti-ngiti…kase smooth sailing pa ang andar ni manong…
Maya maya…..napakapit ka na! eto na….ang bilis……….halos maiwan puso mo at kaluluwa mo sa ere…..take note! mild pa yan…..ang sigaw mo….waaaaaaaaaaaaa! kung katoliko ako, halos tinawag ko na lahat ng santo…………………….
papikit-pikit ka na….lulang lula ka na kase e…grabe! dun mo lng nadiscover na may fear ka pla sa height!!! halos mawalan ka ng boses sa kakatili…Ung manong sa baba, nagtataka…umuulan ba?
Un pala ineng, ang luha mo di mapigilan sa pagpatak..ngalngal ka n ng ngalngal…nagmamakaawa na makabababa….ibalik niyo na koooooooooooo! gus2 ko ng bumababaaaaaaaaaaaaa! mamamaammama!!!!! ayw ko na ditooooooooooooooooooooooo!

bka nman na-ihe ka na ah…waaaa!=)

Nang-makababa ka…tinanong ka ng kasama mo…uulit ka p??Sabi mo pde rin…kahit parang ginahasa na ang itsura mo…sige ka p rin….
Bakit kase alam mo makakababa ka p rin e…exciting diba? e paano kung sa pag-sakay mo,,dk na makababa o kaya m-stranded ka sa ibabaw….waaaaa!

Ganyan buhay…minsan dapat mas maging handa tayo sa lahat na possible na mangyayari…wag masayadong masaya dahil sigurado ako, after nun luluha ka lng…
ganun nman talaga e…walang permanente…pagkatapos ng saya, lungkot,pagkatpos ng lungkot,saya…paikot-ikot lang..Nakakabaliw kung minsan…pero ganun talga…walang magagawa…ito ang buhay..buhay ka kaya walang permanente, lahat pwede mong maramdaman…
kung gusto mo ng permanente,,,*p-ma* ka…….
hahahah!adik!

Moral lesson: wag akong tularan.ako’y isang baliw….=)

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NOCTURNAL 103 ***8 is to 6***

Written on November 2, 2008 – 12:51 pm | by catleyabeverlyn

Bakit niyo ko iniwanNNNnnnn?
Inalagaan ko naman kayo at inaruga….
Binigyan ng Oras..
Ni minsan ay di pinabayaan…

Sa paggising ng umaga, minamasid kong kalagayan niyo…
Tinitignan kung nag-aaaliw sa lugar na kinalalagyan niyo…
Bago kumain mas inuuna ko pa kayong pakainin…
Pero bakit niyo ko iniwan…?

Halos sabay sabay pa kayong namaalam…
NI hindi man lang hinintay si kuya Mer…
Para kayong napeste…Nag-welga…
Ngayon, paano ko ito ipaliliwanag?

Saan ako nagkulang?

Namatay na ung alaga ni kuya mer na mga isada…huhu!!
Bago sila umuwi ng pinas,inihabilin nila sa akin yon…Ngayon namatay na ang 8..6 na lang ang natira…
San ako kukuha ng kapalit niyo?paano ko ito ipapaliwanag..huhu!
E,nung namatayan siya ng isang isda halos 2 araw siyang di tumawa..paano pa kaya ang anim…=)

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NOCTURNAL 102

Written on October 31, 2008 – 12:09 pm | by catleyabeverlyn

I’m so CLUMSY today…grabe! many times na akong natatapunan ng iniinom…almost 3 consecutive days na…ggrrrr!!! luckily, sa buo kong katawan lng nman tumatapon…but it is very Messy!

Anyhow, One of my negative attitude naman kase talga un…CLUMSY…included siya sa long list of negative traits ko…
CLUMSY in many aspects…Controllable ko naman siya pero kapag kase natetensyon ako, naMomoblema..hayaan lumalabas siya sa baol…In fairness ha, I tried na i-locked up siya sa baol..tinapon ko na nga ung susi e, pero pag may dumadampot ng susi..hay! umiiral na nman clumsiness!=)

Most of the time ganyan yang Clumsiness ko…nagpaparamdam sa oras na di ko kailangan…

Even while making decision…especially sa sarili kong mga experience sa buhay…mahilig akong makinig sa suggestion ng ibang tao…pero most of the time sa suggestion ng maling tao ako nakikiniG…kung sino ung Good adviser d sya ung pinakikinggan ko..I always went wronged!
Kelan ba ako magtatanda??
Kung sa bagay, don’t regret ung mga naging desisyon sa buhay davah?kase lahat ng decision mo,most especially personal…lahat un Kagustuhan mo rin,own choice mo rin ineng!!!narinig mo lng sa ibang tao kya sinunod mo…=)(talking to myself here)
Moral Lesson: dapat pinag-isipan mong mabuti!hundred times…=)

Sa mga naging decision ko sa buhay, ung mga pinag-isipan ko ng ilang beses un ung mga magaganda ung outcome…pero ung mga one click decision ko…un ung failure….waaaaa! makulet kase ako e…! madaling magtiwala..=)

Sana nOw I’ve learned from all of my mistakes…Ok lng mging clumsy..basta hindi sa making ng decision ko …..(Maypahabol pa tlga noh!)as of August 2008 in terms of category ng making decision, grabe! failed ako sa criteria na ito….=)Sana next year, may improvement….let see…=)

pero, I believe this is just HIS way para paalalahanan ako..He just want me to be more stronger…=)Yes, I am more stronger now!!!

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HAPPY HALLOWEEN

Written on October 31, 2008 – 11:35 am | by catleyabeverlyn

November 1
“Happy Halloween”

I guess this is the right time to share my horror story….(–,)L.o.l
Mejo madami ‘to so, relaxxx lng…heheeh!

Since, I am a dorm girl nung college ako…I had lots of horror stories sa dorm…may extreme stories na na-experience ko talaga and some are night stories from dormates ko and roomates…=)pampa2log…

PULANG MATA

1. One time, mag-isa lang ako sa room kase pasalamt the next day…tpos year-end vacation un…so, the whole 2nd floor ng room 222 ako lang tlgang mag-isa….
b4 sleeping i make sure na i turn-on lights…sa kalagitnaan ng tulog ko…bigla akong nagising…as in parang nkuryente ako at biglang gumising…tpos sobrang lamig at tumataas balahibo ko mula paa hanggang ulo…takot na takot ako that time…bigla akong dumilat pagdilat ko nkita ko sa mga mata ko ung nanlilisik at namumulang mata…as in parang nkaharap sya skin…pikit ako ulet sa sobrang takot…feeling ko, sasaniban nya ako, parang gus2 nyang pumasok sa loob ng katawan ko…ginawa ko pray ako ng pray..”Ama, tulungan NYO po ako na paalisin ung masamang espririto…Ama,tulungan nio po ako..”hanggang sa nakatulog nko ulit..paggising ko,pawis na pawis ako…=)

2. MANGGAGAYA

MAg-isa na nman ako sa room as usual kase weekend nagkataon na umuwi ung mga roomates ko…Every 10:00pm may nag-checheck sa lahat ng room na BANTAY SUNOG…(staff sa dorm)nag-check sila ng attendance bka may takas..hahaha!
one night, si Ka chris (bantay sunog) nakita ko sa baba,syempre nkikipagdaldalan ako sa mga friendly friend ko…sabi skin, ,kanina ka pb dyan sa baba…I said, opo…kase kakagaling ko lng sa room nio…akala ko 2log ka…sino ung natutulog dun…ikaw lng nman ang IN ngaun e…out lhat ng roomates mo…
HALA! sabi ko, kanina pko sa baba…aakyat plang po ako…takot na takot kme pareho…sa takot ko,di ako natulog sa rum nmin….

Next story, about mangagaya issue….
si aubrey..(can’t remeber the exact name e) nakasalubong ko sa hagdan sa dorm sa may lobby..pataas ako sya pababa….syempre, i smiled at make bati…pero dedma nya ako…isip isip ko, ok lng…pagkadating ko sa lobby…as in sa lobby na mismo hindi sa hagdan ha, nakita ko ulet sya dun, tinawag ako at kinawayan…nkikipagdaldaln sya s mga nag-rereview dun…
OMG!!! sabi ko, bakla, may kamuka ka nkasalubong ko..ngaun lng wala png 5 minutes….
Grabe ang balahibo nmin tumaas lahat….

TAMA na madami npa sana akong ikwen2..kaya lng natatakot nko e….ako nlng ang gising, si aphlle tulog na…2:30 am na….natatakot nko…change topic na…
kwen2 kwen2 ka duwakang ka nman pala…hahahaha!
bukas na lng ng umaga kpag may liwanag na..(–,)

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OLDER

Written on October 31, 2008 – 3:33 am | by catleyabeverlyn

Artist: Colbie Caillat
Album: Unknown
Title: Older

Waited all my life for this day to come
I feel like letting go
Life goes on
Wasting no more time
So much to be done
Everything works out
So they say
Over my shoulder
It’s tough getting older
Yeah, yeah

Seems like nothing is black and white anymore
Shades of gray and I feel a weight over my shoulder
It’s tough getting older
I always thought that I knew where I’d want to go
Now I’m here and I find that I’m still getting colder
It’s kinda tough getting older

Here before my eyes
Many roads ahead
Time for me to choose one way now
If I take a chance
What lies down the road
Feeling so confused
Turned around
[Older Lyrics on
http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]
On and on
On and on
Yeah, yeah’

Seems like nothing is black and white anymore
Shades of gray and I feel a weight over my shoulder
It’s tough getting older
I always thought that I knew where I’d want to go
Now I’m here and I find that I’m still getting colder
It’s kinda tough getting older

Waited all my life for this day to come
I feel like letting go
Life goes on
Over my shoulder
It’s tough getting older
Yeah, yeah’

Seems like nothing is black and white anymore
Shades of gray and I feel a weight over my shoulder
It’s tough getting older
I always thought that I knew where I’d want to go
Now I’m here and I find that I’m still getting colder
It’s kinda tough getting older

Seems like nothing is black and white anymore
Shades of gray and I feel a weight over my shoulder
It’s tough getting older

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